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San as you may call me. I choose rainbow theme in my blog as I can see that there is a hope in my life which was previously it was darkness. You don't get it?
Maybe I should not recall the past. But I am still nostalgia remembering about happy moment lately. I guess my mood is like a weather; there is a storm when I am angry, there is rain when I am sad, and there is a rainbow when I am happy.
Sound scary eh? A part of my life is boring. But I had a loyal company who named Jojo always cheer me up when I need her the most.
I like to see sunset by the seaside and listen to music. A special girl (ehehe..) as I am not a crazy fashionista but
I like to work out on my appearance. After all, looks is the key of confidence. Ok.. too much lecturing here!
So, if you like what I had said or my friend, stop by to say hi! Cheers :)
Thursday, 11 February 2010
about:
lost and losing hope
Writer San
Last night, i could not sleep and still thinking about myself. What should I do? I could not believe this. I lost 'someone' and now, my job!(not really la.. looking for a better job) no luck at all. I had gone through a lot of interviews until i am expert with their question already. I am expecting a job at a resort which offers accommodation, meal and better pay. can i find it? All the response that I got is from hotel. There is something inside my mind really bothering me since my latest interview. Well, it seems that I am not really sure where or which department I want to go. I had gone through training in food and beverage department and work in a restaurant before as my very first job. I assumed this is where I wanna be which I play it safe as I am not very confident in myself in everything that I do in my life. Or maybe I should try in front office perhaps? I guess? who cares you will make mistakes. as long as you take it as a challenge for yourself.(all of the sudden i am so bold enough to stand up again) arghh.. i dont know le. how? I feel very useless and helpless now. everything that I do and think doesnt really work out. Should i see a counselor?Labels: lost