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San as you may call me. I choose rainbow theme in my blog as I can see that there is a hope in my life which was previously it was darkness. You don't get it?
Maybe I should not recall the past. But I am still nostalgia remembering about happy moment lately. I guess my mood is like a weather; there is a storm when I am angry, there is rain when I am sad, and there is a rainbow when I am happy.
Sound scary eh? A part of my life is boring. But I had a loyal company who named Jojo always cheer me up when I need her the most.
I like to see sunset by the seaside and listen to music. A special girl (ehehe..) as I am not a crazy fashionista but
I like to work out on my appearance. After all, looks is the key of confidence. Ok.. too much lecturing here!
So, if you like what I had said or my friend, stop by to say hi! Cheers :)
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
about:
A Perfect Getaway
Writer San
It this me all along, trying to be friendly and caring to someone yet, seems to be avoiding me. I didnt ask for anything but a friendship. My special instinct is telling me to let it go and move on. The more I stay at home, surfing the internet and facebook-ing; looking at him on the screen page, It s driving me crazy and nuts! (man, how I wish that this doesnt exist and never met him before). Deep down inside, I hate him and despise for being like this. So what? A degree holder studying in an private college. (ishh..)
However, I knew I could not be like this. I was wrong too. I am sorry for behaving like this. The true feeling inside of me just hard to resist and control. A total despair, that All I can say. If he wants to be this way, let it be!
Finding a way to get away to a place that I could forget everything and find what I love to do. Yet, how long I am gonna endure for this torturing madness? I am gonna be crazy sitting at home, doing nothing but housework. I cant sleep at night sometimes, wondering when I can go away from here. I dreamt of a heavenly places like crystal clear beach. A perfect getaway.
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