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San as you may call me. I choose rainbow theme in my blog as I can see that there is a hope in my life which was previously it was darkness. You don't get it?
Maybe I should not recall the past. But I am still nostalgia remembering about happy moment lately. I guess my mood is like a weather; there is a storm when I am angry, there is rain when I am sad, and there is a rainbow when I am happy.
Sound scary eh? A part of my life is boring. But I had a loyal company who named Jojo always cheer me up when I need her the most.
I like to see sunset by the seaside and listen to music. A special girl (ehehe..) as I am not a crazy fashionista but
I like to work out on my appearance. After all, looks is the key of confidence. Ok.. too much lecturing here!
So, if you like what I had said or my friend, stop by to say hi! Cheers :)
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
about:
My dream
Writer San
I had been busy lately for the past 3 days. I had undergone three interviews in MAS Airlines. Nothing much I can say now but hoping for the best outcome and looking forward that it would be the good one. Even IF I didn't manage to get one, I am proud of myself that I had gone through this far. But it would be better if I get it.. I am the luckiest gal among the chosen ones.(muahaha.. am I very greedy?)
Sometimes, I flashed back in the interview room. What I had said; will impress them enough? or Did I speak clearly enough for them to listen? (argghh..)
They did say I was nervous and look very fragile. I just stunned for a second.. okey. There you go, they had seen my week point now. No hope..no hope.. I whispered in my mind. haiz..(sighing in my heart)
But hey! Looking at the bright side, I had a strong point too! The guy ask me a question. Why do you join Interact Club? I answered, ''Well, I used to be a shy gal. But then, I don't want to be shy all the time. That is the reason why I join the club.''He nodded with a wide smile on his face. Woohoo.. I nailed it, baby!
Whether I am doing good or bad. I just put my beautiful smile back to manager hoping that I could get more point for that. (haha..)
I had vision at times that I receive a letter stating that: congratulations! You made it!
I jump around with joy as though I get straight As! Just like him! 0.o

Sometimes, I am frustrating and tension waiting for the result. Wondering what it would be. I rather chose not to be confident because I might end up like her...(wuwuwu...)

So, I am deeply excited and afraid that I may get disappointed in the end. Help me!