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San as you may call me. I choose rainbow theme in my blog as I can see that there is a hope in my life which was previously it was darkness. You don't get it?
Maybe I should not recall the past. But I am still nostalgia remembering about happy moment lately. I guess my mood is like a weather; there is a storm when I am angry, there is rain when I am sad, and there is a rainbow when I am happy.
Sound scary eh? A part of my life is boring. But I had a loyal company who named Jojo always cheer me up when I need her the most.
I like to see sunset by the seaside and listen to music. A special girl (ehehe..) as I am not a crazy fashionista but
I like to work out on my appearance. After all, looks is the key of confidence. Ok.. too much lecturing here!
So, if you like what I had said or my friend, stop by to say hi! Cheers :)
Thursday, 6 May 2010
about:
Does alcohol really help us or kill us?
Writer San
Some people take drugs just to release their tension and sorrow that laid deep inside their heart. It doesn't really make any difference with alcoholic drink though. Alcohol is like a potion that you tend to addicted to it and destroy your mind and relationship between your family. You see! It is heartbroken to see him acting that way. The words that he said and shouted at me, is too hard to bear. Words that had broken my feelings for so long and loses my self confidence and self esteem. Tonight, he is Mr.Hyde and the next day, he is normal again, begging for some money to get her so called drugs or something.
I am such a loser if I fall into his trap. If I give what he wants, he might turn into Mr.Hyde again. Sometimes, I am proud that he is a good joker dad. But sometimes,
I get too envious with some dad who take responsibilities as a father seriously. Providing educational support, strength and comfort. Ironically, some lucky son and daughter doesn't really appreciate with what they had.
However, I still have something good in return who I always love her. She is strong and likeable eventhough she is in pain more like I do.
I appreciate with what I had because I know
nothing is perfect in life. I might have the bad one but I get something good in return. hahaha..