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San as you may call me. I choose rainbow theme in my blog as I can see that there is a hope in my life which was previously it was darkness. You don't get it?
Maybe I should not recall the past. But I am still nostalgia remembering about happy moment lately. I guess my mood is like a weather; there is a storm when I am angry, there is rain when I am sad, and there is a rainbow when I am happy.
Sound scary eh? A part of my life is boring. But I had a loyal company who named Jojo always cheer me up when I need her the most.
I like to see sunset by the seaside and listen to music. A special girl (ehehe..) as I am not a crazy fashionista but
I like to work out on my appearance. After all, looks is the key of confidence. Ok.. too much lecturing here!
So, if you like what I had said or my friend, stop by to say hi! Cheers :)
Sunday, 12 June 2011
about:
Writer San
It's been a long time eh? i did'nt visit the blog. I guess i was too busy or perhaps ignoring the past. Somehow i came back to release my feeling of depression and confusion. A year of service with Malaysia Airlines had been not easy for me. There is so much to learn and adapt and yet I'm still learning to be what i wanna be!
Finding a person or bestie to comfort me. (there is) but my mouth was stuck like glue! I had problems that i've trying to solve and seek help from everywhere. Couldn't seem to be the solution. *sigh* first thing up, It is about my skin. Sometimes, if i would have a chance to turn back time. I would wanna choose to be a normal gal rather than a job that required me to put make up on everyday! I missed my flawless skin.
Secondly, I met this guy which i think he is annoying at first. But slowly, I like his companion. He is funny, honest and religious? However, I knew it cant be long. He stopped texting. And i have to start all over again to forget. He came back text me. And he stopped again! and again i have to repeat it to forget. ON and OFF! Until to one extent of an disagreement, i was so angry that i posted a comment on my wall and he found out. The truth is I am human with feelings and I have need someone to talk to and share with. Sometimes, facebook is a place that i throw my feelings at.
Now, i am sure he is mad at me! What should i do now?